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Where Did You Come From Lady
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posted on Friday, 30 November 2007i dont know .somehow , i just dont feel we should be close friends anymore . i know it's creepy , me saying this suddenly , but , i feel that this is the perfect time to tell you this . im so sorry . it's like , we have so many differences . i like my stuff , and you like yours . i have my own friends , and you have yours . i know we were so close before . but that was then . time has passed . we have moved on . im sorry if im being too harsh . somehow i dont like the things you like anymore . i felt idiotic , following you around , liking the things you like . i feel like a copycat . now , i realise i have my OWN likes . and my own HATES . and i dont like the things you like . and i somehow like the things you dont like . we have to move on . we cant always be close friends forever . you changed so much this year , i hardly know you anymore . i know YOU can hardly know ME anymore , but it's just that ... you changed so much . you have your own group of friends , and i have mine . and some of your friends are not my friends , like some of my friends are not your friends . i feel so weird . talking to you , joking with you when what we actually do , our lives , are completely different . opposite . you aspire , i dont . you dream of becoming somebody in the future , while i have absoulutely no clue what i want to be . youre like , clever and im like a dumb person following you around . doesnt mean 'a' class is clever . im not clever . people just expect alot from me . im not good in sports (although you said im good in sports) but actually people just want me to have an idea of what i want to be when i grow up . i can end up at the end class if people dont care about me , if they dont expect much from me . i can be a rebel , instead of a prefect . but i didnt , because of the people around me . you helped me so much , help me to be what ive become today . but this isnt me . i dont go around following people . i dont go around liking things other people like just to please them . this is not me . i want to be me . myself . for once i would like to control myself instead of depending on others ... like you . you have granted me so much wishes . to have lots of friends for a perfect example . but please do me one more favour before i stop being your close friend : just loosen your grip . i dont want to burden you anymore by following you . i just want to be your friend . not a close friend , not a best friend . please ? |
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