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posted on Wednesday, 30 April 2008how come at 8.02pm then i realise that its already night >?posted ontomorrow's MayDay . or Labour day . 1st May . then next week is SA . and i still havent hafal uh . al-bayyinah , at-tiin , al-qadr , al-insyiirah and al-alaq ?? and next week is peperiksaan hafalan . whatthehell . kk . memorize one surah and try persuade mother to let me play tmrw . afterall , it IS MAYDAY . (:posted onsometimes when youre feeling sucky , you just have to listen to head-banging songs . or go back retro songs . that's the easiest fucking way to keep me awake . if im troubled , i'll usually sleep . you dont know me well if you dont know this .and then there's this question " why ARE you troubled ?" now , THAT . dont meddle in my business . it has nothing got to do with school . when im troubled , its usually about home . trust me , you wont wanna know what happens here . so today i went home early (big mistake) and watched the TV till i fell asleep . and then i woke up at 5pm to watch Hikmah till 6.30 . and im still in school uniform . lol . posted on Tuesday, 29 April 2008its 8.05pm and i din realise it . how siao . hahaha .posted ontoday was freaaaaaaking fun kk . i LOVVVVIIIE 29 April . (:kk . school was dead boring . like any other normal school day except that during MT period , all the malay classes need to gather at the Music Room to do the LC . and our class is LATE . so when we came in , everybody was staring at us . -.- . so after school , went home , at 2pm met at nab's house with aisyah . we had to wait for dee , so since there were some p5 boys playing at the MPH beside her house void deck , we played ali pom . hahaha . farhan p5 became so damn lamer k . hahhah . so met dee , went WS . to get free ben n jerry's icecream cone . lol . but reached there , THE QUEUE WAS SO DAMN FREAAAAAAAAAAKING LONG . so change mind . met fatin . talktalk , then go up , take neoprints . hahaha . oh ya . met izaan at bus-stop . LOL . finish take neoprint , go 7-eleven . dee took bus 358(i think) and the four of us took number threeeeeeee . went nab's house . hhaha . dee met us AGAIN then played block catching . after that played a series of games . DAMN FUN LA K . so fetched adek , met aqilah fitri and she told us that today's science workshop was the LAST session . so damn happy laaa !! hahaha . so here i am . cant believe i lepak-ed for FOURRR hours . damn fun laaa . btw . we ditched science workshop . three weeks in a row . see , we arent goodies-in-two-shoes after all. oh no , we arent . posted on Monday, 28 April 2008i heard the Breaking Dawn is coming out on 2nd August .WOOOOOOOOOH . for die-hard twillight book fans , http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=178088285 . (: go see . posted onits RAINING . like OHMYGOD ITS RAINING !!!yarright and the weather just now was FREAAAAAAAAKING hot la k . especially at seashell park . me and nabilah practically ran to any shade we find INCLUDING tree shadows JUST to step away from the heat . yeah . it was THAT hot . today was really fun la k . cikgu roz din come , so cikgu amira (!!!) relief-ed our class . i finished my work quite fast so i managed to chat with cikgu amira for more than half-an-hour with nurania . funfunfun ~!!! HMT still went on , but we had to do kefahaman and after we have completed , we can go home . and syamir and aliff joined us for HMT ! they were disturbing us like shit . hahaha . although disturbing , it was fun . LOL . after that we went central . the boys wanted to go to to buy bubble tea . but din . hahaha . skipskipskip , met kristy and claudia at playground beside nab's house and played BLOCK CATCHING . fun like hell la k . i went second storey and there was NOBODY . hahaha . but after one round , had to go home . my father asked me to . ahh shit . along the way , I SAW ZEE LA K . zee was riding bike and there's this sihat guy beside zee . hahaha but zee din see me laa ! and i was walking BEHIND them like whatthehell . hahaha . then saw ALYAA playing SOCCER with her bro and umairah all that . what the hell she tendang so kekek la k !!! she tendang to one direction , the ball go to another direction . KEKEKK !! hahahha . now zee's not online . ahhhhhh . lol . no use . goodbye . posted on Sunday, 27 April 2008shit .at least my science booklet B is done . but my maths isnt . and i cant think maths now . im even thinking of ditching maths class tomorrow . face it . i suck in maths . and im not gonna get DSA cos im gonna screw my SA1 . so guess i better start revising my work and DOING my work and get back to goodie track if im not gonna disappoint myself in PSLE . or my parents . so bottom line is , my maths suck . my science suck . even my malay suck . my english ? dont mention it . so yeah . primary six life sucks . posted onnew blogskin . again . (:hahaha . homework's still not touched . posted onits suck world .and atreyu and a7x helps me to calm myself . am totally in no mood for homework . i have yet to complete my fucking maths practice paper and my science booklet B . AND my english booklet B . but who cares . tomorrow's compo so no english period . currently listening to Slow Burn . thankgod for hardcore bands . bah . no mood to post . now im turning into a sadistic . how shitty . posted on Saturday, 26 April 2008my life is officially taking its worst turn .for 4 hours ive been locking myself in the room finally reading "Lust" and as a result am three-quarters through the book .i think rad absoulutely LOVED the book with its uhmm ... adult contents . yeah what do you expect . we're normal for twelve-year-olds . we talk dirty . read dirty . and as for the boys , includes watch dirty and think dirty . so you cant blame aloysius when he bounced up and down with his ass stuck to the chair when our teacher explained about the subject "Reproduction in Animals" last year . and you cant blame us when we know what's sodomise and anal sex and oral sex at the age of twelve . we learn pretty fast . which reminds me . last week , at madrasah , we were talking about one of the Prophet Muhammad's wife . ustazah told us that Prophet Muhammad married Aisyah r.a. when she was just 8 years of age . so farhan said "eh ? abeh biler dieorg jolok ?" talk about sick mind . and just now , the same ustazah said that she wished that this thing called "boys" didnt exist . because the whole class was boy-chaotics . which means the source of noise came from the boys . so then hamizan said , *eyes went really wide* "cikgu tanak lelaki dalam dunia nie ? abeh mcm maner cikgu nk *slides down from his chair to the floor* sicko . what DO boys think about anyway ? naked women ? and yet when they were primary ones and twos and threes , they refuse to do anything GIRLS do . and now , they think about porn . look at how disgusting the male mind is . and when i said to hamizan about how their minds are really sick , his reply was "kitekan boys outloud" . outloud indeed . too out . and too loud . and the worst part is , they arent even teens . now imagine if they become teenagers at the age range of 13-16 . you wouldnt stand them . now then . why am i talking about how dirty minds can be when my first sentence was "my life is officially taking its worst turn ." and this thing has absoloutely nothing to do with my life being suckish . but let's just drop the subject . talking about my life depression may result in me being full-mode emotional . if you are a primary three and below , im sorry you had read this post . you'll learn more in your later parts of your life . posted on Friday, 25 April 2008thankgoditsfriday . (: but no , not good . cos zee's prepaid is down and so i have no other way to communicate other than call or msn . and zee's not online that often . oooooh friday's bad . real bad . first thing , i cant see zee for 48 hours . second ..TOMORROW'S MADRASAH LIKE WHATTHEFUCK . k fine . i know i said that i absoulutely loved madrasah at the starting of the year . but oh please . F5'S IN MY CLASS AND I NEED TO FORGET ABOUT HIM . HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FORGET ABOUT HIM WHEN I SEE HIM PRACTICALLY EVERY SATURDAY AT 2.30PM TO 5.30PM ? FOR THREE WHOLE FUCKING HOURS ?! face it . madrasah sucks . weekends suck . because when sunday comes , it simply means .. MY FUCKING COMPOSITION EXAM IS THE VERY NEXT DAY AND MY ENGLISH PAPER IS THE DAY AFTER MY COMPOSITION EXAM FOLLOWED BY MATHS THEN MALAY THEN SCIENCE THEN HMT . WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH 5 DAYS FILLED WITH FUCKING EXAMINATIONS ?! now you see why this weekend will suck . because i'll be made to sit and revise my maths and science even though my first two papers are language papers . urgh . posted on Thursday, 24 April 2008my 300th post .It begins with a dark glowing ember, something black burning it's way out of me. Searing the flesh, pain is the only thing I feel, scars all I see. Oh no the fire's burning my insides again, what can I do to silence my desire tonight? Flames consuming reason leaving only ashes left you will catch me for regretting my decision, I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear, I can't just close my eyes. I know that it's killing me, and it's poisoning the best in me, but I say, I don't want to believe. what I see, I don't want to believe. So let me tell you more (tell you more) about the lies I lead. That is how I choose to douce the flames in gasoline Broken teeth replace the blackout memories in my head Wreckage from the past haunts me, shake me to the bone (to the bone) I know it's over but I can't go home tonight. But after this I feel as empty as the night before, feel the pain and yet I'm still begging for more. Masochistic, nihilistic, urging backward thought My life's a mess and I can't find a way to fix it. I can't keep telling myself what I want to hear, I can't just close my eyes(my eyes, my eyes, my fucking eyes) I know that it's killing me, and it's poisoning the best of me, What I see, I don't want to believe. So let me tell you more, tell you more, about the lies I lead. Calling, calling out. The darkest reaches of my soul, are riddled with self-doubt. Crawling, crawling out, my will to fight will more than suffice, when others would lay down. It's only as dark as you make it. I know that it's killing me, and it's poisoning the best of me, but I say, I don't want to believe. So let me tell you more, tell you more about the lies I lead. its truly a great song . with its beat and lyrics and everything . i cant seem to stop listening to this song . once you truly appreciate music , you cant stop listening and hearing the lyrics in your mind . posted on Wednesday, 23 April 2008dont look back . dont turn and see what you've left . what you've left is your past . your past is gone . what you've done cannot be re-done . dont regret . you cant rewind time . dont regret for your past . time to move on . time for your future . dont live to regret . i wont look back . i wont turn . i wont try to remember you . move on . dont stay here . because i wont come again . i wont run back to you . i wont wait anymore . now , dont do the wait . go on . im just another darkened chapter in your entire life .goodbye . ive waited for you too long and now , when ive found somebody else , move on . go away . posted onschool's getting sucky-er .now then , the floorball season is really over . in just four months . and plus , xishan won champs for hockey . yeah . i feel so sucky . we slack in hockey . end of story . the only thing i looked forward to everytime in school is zee and friends and hockey and floorball and lepak . now you see how suckish school is in my eyes ? sucksucksucksucksucksucksuck . my life couldnt get any interesting-er . AND zee's prepaid is low and zee's not online and well ... zee's not talking to me . on phone or in school . SUCKS . posted on Tuesday, 22 April 2008i swear . blogger is getting crazyer everytime .and i havnt finish maths P.P. im seriously gonna be dead . goodbye earthlings . posted on22April2008 is seriously ... memorable .about TWO things . the first one , only some people know . NABILAHH !! ALYAAA !!! KARYSSS !!! YUSUFFF !!! SHHHHHHHHHHHH . lol . hahahaha . the second one , about the soccer finals . you know , when they lost to ststephens' in penalty shootouts , i know what they feel . k , it sounds dramatic , but it reminds me of the floorball finals . they're experiencing what we experienced . but i think mr pierre's really proud of them . GOOOOO PASIR RIS !!!! posted on Monday, 21 April 2008okay so ive changed blogskin again . -.-With peace of mind so hard to find, yeah . this part of the song perfectly describes my life . the only thing that's different is that when i open my eyes , i dont see a life flying away . i dont see a better life flying away . i just see my past tied to clouds drifting away . sometimes i try to catch them . i want my past back . but sometimes , i just wish it would drift faster away . yeah . right . im chasing clouds away . i stare at them all day during weekdays and start my chasing during weekends . and now im talking nonsense . but in the end , I WANT MY PAST BACK , PLEASEE ???? posted onSERIOUSLY .eric dill is so hot . LOL . but he's cute kayy . even my sister says so . hahaha . kay . apart from my friends , i want to meet ERIC DILL . lol . (: posted on Saturday, 19 April 2008one thing for sure : my phone is wayyy creepy . usually when my prepaid reaches rock-bottom 99cents , i cant msg , and receiver wont receive the msgs i try to send him/her . but ITS 60CENTS NOW AND THE RECEIVER CAN RECEIVE MY MSGS !! whatthefuckkk ! ohkay . i guess its good cos i can still sms !! hahaha . kk .and i dont know what i did wrong , but my bestfriend is blocking me . -.- posted on Wednesday, 16 April 2008i promised to show you people the good shit that really works , didnt i ? NOW you see i wasnt joking . (: at challenger department store . FLEXIBLE KEYBOARD . fascinating . and only for fifteen dollars ! LOL . (: posted onyeah im only like , 11 (12 this year actually) , and im already tired of living . yeahyeah , call it emo , but im talking serious . im so SICK of living . btw , i DONT HAVE friendship problems kay . im NOT into depression . im just so tired of living .its either i sleep forever (not dead) or fall into coma . k . cross "coma" out . it creeps me . k so ditch the subject . i got no mood to post . tooloos . posted on Monday, 14 April 2008first thing you'll probably notice when you open http://av0idafyr.blogspot.com : ive changed blogskin , AGAIN .second thing : my tagboard seriously doesnt match with the blogskin . now then , this blogskin is only temporary till nabilah gets my other blogskin done . so dont frett . lol . posted on Saturday, 12 April 2008im not even done with any of my homework . especially the maths wb . ohhh and the science limegreen . urghh . homework make me lose control . and sleepy . hahaha .im getting extremely restless . nobody's chatting with me and he's not even online ! okay , i dont EXPECT people to chat with me , but im bored . what do you do when youre bored ? urghhh . and practically nobody ever tags anymore more proberbly because my posts are getting less interesting everytime . yeah . right . posted on Friday, 11 April 2008today's school . half-an-hour of maths gone because of p3-p6 classroom leaders training . maths and P.E. after that . science was cancelled cos ms lim wasnt gonna be present . recess . SS . went to hall . some international friendship day thing . DIDNT WENT TO LIBRARY . :O . OMG . GONNA BE SOOOO DEAD . MRS CAROLINE'S GONNA GET US BUSTED !! ok . so after that 2 min of eng . went 1 period M.T. went to classroom leader's training p1 && p2 . ended at 1pm exactly . thank god mdm jayanthi understood our situation .lepak with syah and nab . then ala came . i know this post is boring . yeah . but ... oh well . goodbye . posted on Thursday, 10 April 2008sick today . din go school . guess i missed out on alot . who cares anyway .posted on Tuesday, 8 April 2008just came backk from school . okay maybe not JUST . but well ... you geddit . if you dont then youre slow okay . (:anywayy . yesterday i didnt blog about SCHOOL because of my ego/anger/whatever you want to call it . (yesterday's "supposedly" post) so ANYWAY . skip the boring stuff and get to AFTER-SCHOOL . hahaha . kk . actually aliff n syamir wanted to do the timer and all the match secretery's job but mr shahizan asked me and nabilah to do it . and we invited izaan . hahaha . so the boys did their homework and aliff was sooooo jealous with my handwriting . hahaha . tried to trace it but cannot . LOL . oh well . i couldnt train him or something right ? but its irritating la kay . evrytime im writing he's looking over my shoulder . but didnt show it la of course . so after that they went to SSS (i think) n dhen roze came . yayy ! and when starting of prps boys' match , hamizan , hadi n adib came . wth . nvm . they nvr disturb us . so farah n elsa came to sit with us after their SYF . lol . hope they win laa . so after that is my lil bro . urghhh . so , about today . today's experience was ... totally unexpected . but its funn yeahh ! woooh . (: i love my new school life . but its only temporary . about 1-2 months and poof its gone . but its okay . i like my old school life too . (: lol . kk . enough posting . tooloo . posted on Monday, 7 April 2008i dont care .IM NOT TAKING MY BRO HOME ANYMORE UNTIL HE LEARNS TO APPRECIATE . i mean like , come on ! he calls his friend " rockstar " and how many times must i repeat NOT TO CALL OTHER PEOPLE NAMES ?!?!?! of COURSE its perfectly FINE for him because HE isnt called any names . obviously , the "rockstar" friend didnt like it cause he SHOWED that he didnt like it ! AND FOR GODSAKE , HIS BROTHER IS BESIDE HIM !!! like , WHATTHEHELLL !! AND he comes home crying to his mommy and daddy ( okay fine , they are my parents too , right ? ) and complains against ME thinking that im REALLY GONNA GET SCOLDED . BUT YAH-BOO-SUCKS-TO-HIM !!! hahahahaha . my parents didnt even say ANYTHING to me . hahahha . see how HE likes it . im so not living life to its fullest . posted on Sunday, 6 April 2008yeah . another post . but this time . i have a problem . with green house people .okay yeah , maybe not ALL the green house people , but COME ON ! YOU WIN ONE YEAR AND GET SO EXCITED ABOUT IT ! WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL ?!?!?! yeah i know im from yellow house and people say im jealous (which is sooo not true) or what but SERIOUSLY , WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL ?!?!?! this is INTER-HOUSE , NOT INTER-SCHOOL . now the some of the green house people are sooo showing off . makes my blood go sky high . SHUT UP WILL YOU , GREEN HOUSE PEOPLE ?!!??!?!?!?!? p/s: im sorry to those green house people who didnt do any such thing . this post is only for SOME GREEN HOUSE people . so if youre not green house , ignore this . if you didnt show off or any sort like that , ignore this . but seriously , these people make me furious . and sorry . i was just expressing my feelings . i couldnt take it anymore . posted onso yeah , im posting alot today . and i dont know why . i just feel like posting . and i wish someone would call me .and just now had dirty talk with rad . see what pre-teens talk about when we dont have anything to talk about . yesterday my ustzh said that "tweens" is a term used for children at the age of 9-11 years . so , what are we p6s ? if we're not teens , and we're not tweens , so are we post-tweens and pre-teens ? oh godd . posted on
yeah . there is truth in these words . what if the one i choose leaves me alone ? posted oni dont know who to choose . i truly dont know .posted on Saturday, 5 April 2008k so fariz (trust me , you guys DONT know who this is) is giving me SOOO much problem . i mean like , STOP ASKING ME !!! urghh .posted onjust now was madrasah . ksara kept saying "he's looking at you !!!" -.- uhh . and i was sort of , speechless . AND today she said i was hyper . EXTREMELY hyper . rightt .. if you ask ME who's the hyper one , i'd say hamizan . hahaha .okay so my class was late for solat . hahaha . students: USTAZAHHH !! cepat !! kite da lambat nk solat !!! now then , this is why we take the wudhuk before coming to madrasah . geddit ? hahaha . posted onokay , yesterday was a GREAT day . i totally forgot to mention it in my last post cos of GREEEN house . phft .yeah , so after the olympic day , nab , ala and me went to WS in search for a present(underwear !) yeah but the present isnt underwear btw . so after that we went to nab's house after making SURE her papa's not at home . so we made DIRTY jokes and i STILL dont know what is steaming (uhh .. the dirty meaning)! so then we went to the fitness corner near ala's house and she had to go back early , but not before uhhh .. "assigning" me to something . hahaha . so after she left , i heard a cry(as in, shout) like somebody i know (ahemmm) and then we heard a familiar voice saying "farhan, ape la kau !" so we waited awhile and when we were about to go home , we saw TWO figures . farhan and syamir . lol . so we stayed awhile and then went home . luckily , they didnt follow me . hahaha . :D posted on Friday, 4 April 2008today's Olympic Day(Senior) / Senior Olympic Day was truly ... memorable . hahaha .okay so we got 1st for floorball p5/p6 . no comments . but what was REALLY SURPRISING was that IN YEARS , GREEN HOUSE FINALLY WON THE CHAMPION TROPHY ! like , WHATTHEFUCK ! oops . but GREEN HOUSE ? excuse me , but TOTALLY unforseen . i mean like , if it was BLUE house or even YELLOW house (ahemahem :D) , i would really understand and accept . but GREEN HOUSE ?!?!?!?!??! and so , im making a public announcement on my blog . GREEN HOUSE WON . dont you even KNOW how FRUSTRATING that is ?! hahaha . posted on Thursday, 3 April 2008tomorrow's ODS . ohmygod . and me , aisyah and nabilah made plans . the senior girls taking part in ODS floorball would be in for a HUGE surprise . :D hahaha . yeah . we're evil , dearies . hahaha . :Dposted on Wednesday, 2 April 2008If a girl cries in front ofyou, itmeans that she couldn't take this again . now ive cried for two guys . posted onGirl: Hey this is EXACTLY what im feeling . now then . posted oni cant believe we lost on my mum's birthday . TWOZERO .so now you would probably think that we're lousy asses who show off our maroon jerseys and got our butts kicked by a team thrashed by us last year . you got a problem with that , punk ? at least we DO have CCAs and represent the school . AND we DIDNT get our butts kicked , excuse me . AND we do not show off our jerseys . oh come on . just admit it if youre so fucking jealous . yeah so im goin bonkers . tooloos . posted on Tuesday, 1 April 2008ive just realised .http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/jonasbrothers/year3000.html and http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/busted/year3000.html now , COMPARE . yeah its pretty creepy . there IS some change of lyrics somewhere , but other than that , ITS TOTALLY THE SAME . and the worst part is , I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO COPIED WHO !!! urghh . how frustrating . this is soo unfair . but busted's been longer than jonas brothers . but i dont know . uhhhhkayy so yeah , compare . :D posted onbtw . today is april fools' . :D AND i pranked aisyah . :D and nabilah pranked nurania . and i pranked radiya . and nabilah pranked nurania . hahahahahahahaha . :Dposted onand so i have forgotten to bring my MATHS WB percentage worksheet AND my re-test EL vocab homework . urgh .managed to survive a day without CCA/matches . im so used to staying back after school that when i went home at 1pm along with the other kids , i felt strange . hahaha . but i cnt manage more than 12 hours at home . it makes me feel weak you know . i mean like , COME ON ! WHO WANTS TO STAY AT HOME WHEN YOU HAVE TWO QUARRELING SIBLINGS WHEN YOU CAN GO TO SCHOOL ?!?!?!?!?!!?!?! okay maybe only i dont . so lets ditch the subject . tomorrow is our THIRD hockey game and i cant believe floorball is over . FLOORBALL'S MY LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay maybe it isnt cos if it is , then i wouldve been dead by now . hahaha . okay lame . -.- tomorrow's ALSO the March Past practice for ODS(if you dont know what this means , YOU ARE SLOWWWW !! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!! okay lame . -.-) . cool . :D so i have to go . bye munchkins . :D |
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